i hate that feeling
when i tell myself that everything's okay
and then one year later
it comes back to bite me
that it has all been nothing but a big fat huge lie



isn't it odd that i can be surrounded with people but yet still feel so lonely and empty inside?




cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
well maybe two is better than one


keeps me going through all these nights IMY even though that's probably about the stupidest thing to think of right now.


SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK.

but i'm feeling weak and sick and down right now. I AM GOING TO BED GOODNIGHT : (


haha this was soooooo funny! : )




and i'm obviously feeling very happy because because because because because because (DEEP BREATH) ___________ gave me chocolates! : D :D YAYNESS ZOMG OVER THE MOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNN <3<3<3<3




曾踏過幾多腳步　橫溢著你氣味
陪著我走幾千里　陪著我走只得這傳記


you kept me going even when everything seemed so tough
wishing you were here with me right now x 10 : (


reached school at 11.30 to print my bloody ia portfolio BUT fking microsoft word have to screw it up and give me boxes instead of my greek symbols right. AND I REALISED ONLY AFTER I PRINTED IT OUT.

ZOMG FML TOTALLY.

i was furiously scrambling to fill up the boxes but it took so fking long so i had to write them instead @___@ URGH and i went to the wrong block so i was fking late in meeting my 12pm deadline.

no amount of cursing will help : (


life? what life?

two more weeks two more weeks. I CAN DO THIS.


i should seriously park myself permanently in school, or at macs, or like a 24-hours starbucks --> the flies/bugs/creepy crawlies are really getting to me today. they followed me from one end of the block to the other TMD CAN YOU JUST GO AWAY I NEED TO GET WORK DONE.

: (

ok i should get going now need to catch the last shuttle out of school SIGHSSSSS. sad sad sad life. i hate the work part of school!


i totally regretted all the nonsense sgx stocks and now im having a mighty hard time figuring out which index to use to regress my portfolio against

DAMN should have totally stuck to s&p500 : (

TMD!(#$@$&#%


hell week hell week hell week hell week

: (